Sa Aking Nawawalang Kaluluwa

My son, it’s been a while. I’m sorry for being gone for quite some time. Your dad has been very busy lately. Anyway, I kept my promise. I hope you are proud. I have finally graduated.

It’s been 5 months ago since I last visited you. I remember my last prayers very well. I asked God to set me free and give your mother happiness. I prayed for strength to continue what I have started. God is good. He answered our prayers, my son.

Do you still remember the days we use to visit a little chapel everyday? I would stay there for hours, soaking my self in tears. I begged in prayers for your mom to come back to me. I begged, oh! How I begged. I cried until crying doesn’t hurt no more. My tears dried out. My will, undermined. I realized then, she wasn’t coming back. I asked God again, “Lord, teach me to let go”. He gave me time. Then I asked Him for the last time, “Lord give her happiness”. I saw her once again. She was happy.

My angel, I’m now finally free. I know you have already forgiven me. Would you do your old man a favor? Kiss your mom goodnight. Tell her I miss her. And my love for her remains unchanged.

Your Dad

First sexual contact with the opposite kind?                                                 

•           5 or 6 years old

Number of shags till present?

•           Not keeping track. less than 500 probably

Number of women shagged?

•           8 and still counting

Number of women who performed BJ on you?

•           2

How many times did you blow on a BJ?

•           NONE

Maximum shags in a day?

•           8? not sure

Maximum orgasm in a day?

•           8?

Back door (Anal) experience?

•           OnCe

Mastrubating?

•           Absolutely

How many times a day?

•           It depends. Well i had 7 a day so far

Sexual encounter with a man?

•           Once?

Animal experience?

•           Definetely, Once

One night Stands?

•           5

Orgy?

•           Is three some orgy? Once

Best place for shagging?

•           Bed—Comfy

Worst pLace?

•           Sink—too high

Most unforgettable shag?

•           THREESOME…bwahahahaha

Sexual advice:

          Goverment warning:  Do not shag, fuck, nor have sex under the influence of alcohol. Erectile dysfunction may manifest. High incident of sexually transmitted disease have been reported. Excessive alcohol intake may also result to delayed menstruation period due to uncontrolled orgasms. Parental supervision is very dangerous to you health and allowance.

Credits:

To any one not mentioned in this article, I apologize. You know who you are. Your part is well appreciated. This is my conquest towards manhood.Thank you for the support.

Yours truly, Glen

I will not die an unlived life
I will not live in fear of falling
Or of catching fire
I choose to inhabit my days
To allow my living to open me
Making me less afraid
More accessible
To loosen my heart
So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise
I choose to risk my significance.
To live so that that which comes to me as seed
Goes to the next as blossom
And that which comes to me as blossom
Goes on as fruit.

by dawna markova

How many times have i denied my self from watching this movie? Countless. Reason—unbearable. But for the first time, i have finally seen "Eternal Sunshine…" and now i have drawn my self into denial once again. So many questions. Answers, i have none. 

If erasing memories’ possible would i commit myself doin it? Gladly, i would answer without hesitation. But my subconsious, that i can not control. It would probably find a way of keeping your memories. So better format the heart along with it.

Did you erase your memories of me too? Obviously, without uncertainty. Unlike for him.Too bad for me, i guess. I envy you though. Unlike you, i find my nights restless. Happy memories turn to nightmares. Remembering us happy together drag tears. Not a day did i not think of you.To grin, i have learned. But to smile again, i have forgotten.   

written by glen for you

Binuksan ko ang dyaryo ng aking lolo na ito ang nilalaman…

   Virgo—uulanin ka ng katamaran ngayong buwan…

   Sa unang pagkakataon ako’y naniwala sa guhit ng kapalaran—na ang lahat ng tao ay may nakatakdang patutunguhan.

   Sa kasalukuyan ako’y nagrereview sa nalalapit naming board exams ngayong darating na Set,…Sep,…pucha! pano nga ba ang espeling ng September sa tagalog? Hayup! papasa ba ako? tagalog na lang di ko pa alam.

   Gabi-gabi, sa nakaraang isang buwan, alas-onse pa lamang tulog na ak0.At sa bawat pagkakataong yun ay binalak kong gumising ng alas singko para mag-jogging. At tulad ng pangarap ng mga Pilipinong makaahon sa kahirapan, ito’y nanatiling isang matamis na panaginip na lang. At dahil dito, lagi kong napapanaginipan na ako’y tumatakbo sa dalampasigan–sariwa ang hangin, naghahabulan ang mga alon. Gumigising akong pawisan dahil sa panaginip. Tangna! pinatay pala ni Lola ang electric fan. Kaya naman pala. Pwede bang magka-muscle ang utak sa pagtakbo sa panaginip? Sa tingin ko kasi lumalaki na ang ulo ko…Opps! tanga… ibang ulo pala ang lumalaki sa akin. Nakalimutan ko, umaga na pala. Kailangan ko ng "eexercise" itong alaga ko.Teka lang muna ha… Ahhh! Sarap! Ito ang buhay…

sa panulat ni Glen