Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

How many times have i denied my self from watching this movie? Countless. Reason—unbearable. But for the first time, i have finally seen "Eternal Sunshine…" and now i have drawn my self into denial once again. So many questions. Answers, i have none. 

If erasing memories’ possible would i commit myself doin it? Gladly, i would answer without hesitation. But my subconsious, that i can not control. It would probably find a way of keeping your memories. So better format the heart along with it.

Did you erase your memories of me too? Obviously, without uncertainty. Unlike for him.Too bad for me, i guess. I envy you though. Unlike you, i find my nights restless. Happy memories turn to nightmares. Remembering us happy together drag tears. Not a day did i not think of you.To grin, i have learned. But to smile again, i have forgotten.   

written by glen for you

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