Sa Aking Nawawalang Kaluluwa

My son, it’s been a while. I’m sorry for being gone for quite some time. Your dad has been very busy lately. Anyway, I kept my promise. I hope you are proud. I have finally graduated.

It’s been 5 months ago since I last visited you. I remember my last prayers very well. I asked God to set me free and give your mother happiness. I prayed for strength to continue what I have started. God is good. He answered our prayers, my son.

Do you still remember the days we use to visit a little chapel everyday? I would stay there for hours, soaking my self in tears. I begged in prayers for your mom to come back to me. I begged, oh! How I begged. I cried until crying doesn’t hurt no more. My tears dried out. My will, undermined. I realized then, she wasn’t coming back. I asked God again, “Lord, teach me to let go”. He gave me time. Then I asked Him for the last time, “Lord give her happiness”. I saw her once again. She was happy.

My angel, I’m now finally free. I know you have already forgiven me. Would you do your old man a favor? Kiss your mom goodnight. Tell her I miss her. And my love for her remains unchanged.

Your Dad

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